Lyrics My mind wanders as I'm trying not to fall in love with you 'Cause every time I awake I ponder on my mistakes of What I said, it is always my esteen that I sure lose Playing those stupid games as I always end up chasing you I can't help myself anymore Rehearsing my thoughts as I'm too scared to come to your door I pushed it all aside just to stand next to you But now you won't talk to me for something that I didn't do It's not gonna work And I'm trying not to think of you I'm all confused as I think of the things that I would do I'm all shook up as I get all nervous inside My emotions are something that I will always hide She looks at me and doesn't know the words to say But it's not you, I just don't feel quite right today All these things I say and do were never planned But how the fuck am I supposed to make you understand that Sometimes it seems like all I hope for Just gets thrown down on the floor And then it seems like you don't love me anymore Sometimes I wish that I could run away Sometimes I wish I just had something to say
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